My first thought: What next? I’ve never done this before.
This step--the one I'm about to take-- is one that I know will change my life. I look forward to seeing what God has in store for me, even if I feel shakey with fear when I think about it too much. Each day I grow more and more thankful for those people who support me and simply everything I have. I am so blessed. It's kinda hard to leave it all. I never really thought I would ever say that about Shelbyville, but I did--that's a God thing.
When I get sad about leaving, or excited or nervous or scared , I remember I'm not going alone.
God and I are doing this together.