After going out with my freshman family group for ice cream, I was back in my dorm wondering. Our little family is quite strange, anyone can tell you that from the get go. As I was wondering if I made the right choice, I said to myself "God has something bigger in store." And it's true. I don't know what it is yet, but I feel as if His plan is a thousand times bigger than I can even dream. The more I realize this, the more I can partly understand why I am where I am, and why I am in what situations I'm in.
Ultimately, I want the life He wants for me. It may take several conscious reminders throughout the day, but I no longer want control of my life. Not anymore. I've tried that. I've done that. It doesn't work.